My life has changed completely within the past one month. Was a person allergic to "staying at home" , now has left his job.Partially circumstantial, & 100 % desire. For once I didn't think twice before making my decision. And at home I haven't spoken much about it. Definitely there was an urge from inside to leave job and start on my own. Everyone around me seems to be pleased with my decision and there is less holding back or loss. Yes bosses do what they have to but my mind was set and I have decided on my own to take the plunge. I don't know at the moment what lies ahead, nor i want to walk back.
All I know is life is going to be exciting as I am going to make things happen , instead of watching plants been set up from my office window where I used to work, nor would be sitting ducks during meetings.
I believe in myself. I don't want a career, was never interested in making a career. And was confused with what I wanted to do. slowly the picture is getting clearer. life dots are getting connected.I have a different outlook to life. Now I am understanding by bit, all I want is to have a life and do some great work.7 to 7 is not for me. I Have my plans , lets see how I carry them and like Mc dowell's ad says , I want to make it large.
And yes for all those people who have been saying its too early to start on your own,and its foolishness. I would like them to know there are no defined rules for anything we do. Its nothing new, people who have the confidence and courage do it. I am not going to be a zero watt bulb.
after d last post i deserted my blog fearing army movement from the north. especially the Punjab Armed Police located at Jalandhar, Amritsar, Patiala, Ludhiana & amp a jawan @ bangluru.
the trip to kerala was peaceful. had a good time with family and lots of fresh air.did fishing, swimming, lil trekking, boating had massage and fried prawns on boat. now back to work still the learning and growing continues..
now i feel hard to write..somethings are hard to write about. after something happens to you, you go and write it down and on almost all d occasions i overdramatize or underplay or even exaggerate the wrong parts or i ignore the imp ones.. at any rate i wish to write i never can write the way i want it. so will write aimlessly .
i go to work at a place called pithampur. n suddenly my dreams have become shorter ..ppl work in pune n dream of goin to paris ..i work in pithampur n here we talk abt goin to pune.
waiting for bus
Pithampur its an industrial area on the outskirts of indore with houses in different stages of construction or demolition - it's hard to tell a difference. with temp close to searing 45 degree C. it's a minor inconvenience though in d grand scheme of things, reaching 'd most happening part of india' - a rural india.
About my company, two kinds of people work here; one who produce results and the others who look busy. these looking busy types come to work, send lots of emails, make a lot of phone calls, drink a lot of coffee, make a lot of small talk, and get nothing done. and for exceptions like me who is not at all productive but is termed as productive as i have discovered some tricks of my own
1) never walk down the hall without a document in your hands. people with documents in their hands look like hardworking employees heading for important meetings. people with nothing in their hands look like they're heading for the cafeteria.like people with newspaper appear to be heading for bathroom.
2) use computers to look busy. any time you use a computer, it looks like work to the casual observer. You can send and receive personal e-mail, calculate your finances and generally have a blast without doing anything remotely related to work.
3) keep a messy desk. top management can get away with a clean desk. For the rest of us, it looks like you're not working hard enough. build huge piles of documents around your workspace.
to be continue...
chal yaar what do u expect ?? to write more after working !!
overall my ratings have been good with ability to give results under direct supervision when trapped like a mouse in a corner.
It's been forever since I have been away from Blogger. My life's moving faster than I can take it. I still haven't caught up with myself... let alone catching up with my blog... I really have no time to catch up with myself - life's taking me on a zooming rollercoaster ride. And I'm totally loving it! I've never been happier, never been more content. I don't have a spare moment to sit and think - the past and the future isn't there. It's the present, and has really come like a present in my life...
so anyways, enough usage of proper grammer , now let me come to my own.. a brief update on my life will do no harm..here it goes , mornings and evenings are spent in the bus..and that what spoils most of the fun time, today after a long time i saw the dusk turn into dawn and dawn gave way to a beautiful morning..at this happening i m in bus and when the sun starts to melt i m again in bus..loosing lots of vitamin D...
at home everythings going good..infact a movie shoot is going on..dont raise ur eyebrows..its a chhatisgarhi film..n i dont know they r shooting it with a mobile phone or camera..shoot toh shoot hain..even my dog is starring in it..and @ home we r using solar energy a gr8 deal..frm solar cooker, solar water heater to solar panels..yup thts some smart investment and the home itself has become highly energy efficient..
missing my circle of friends as always and i think everybodys so involved with thr work tht we have started drawing tangents...so i thought y not put down smething for my friends..(meri life se kisiko itna interest kyun jo ye saab padega.).
e^5: my exponential friend avinash jakhar..y exponential everybody knows tht.. a small an issue as ball of an all pin can be blown out of proportion by this guy ...a simple gud nite sms before time in colz. can become AISE KAISE GUDNITE!!...BAS MARLO MERI!! and all the issues with him are raised to atleat the fifth power..
DNE: try solving the equation y =2x-1 and y- 2x=3, what we have here folks is a problem w/o a solution..when u come across a problem that cannot be solved u write DNE or Do Not Exist..and when i say harmansinghgrover OR harm-an-sing-hgr-over OR simply harman singh grover..the answer to this problem Does Not Exist..here is how we chat
me: hadippa!!
harman: hi dude
wass up
me: aaye hain kuddi de naal baitha hain badi angrezi-shangrzi khotte..
harman: kidda harami..
me: main terko yaad hi kar raha tha
harman: ek call nahi kar sakta tha
me: itni yaad bhi nahi aa rahi thi
me: aur tvs kya haal chal
harman: chal rahi hain bhai tu suna
me: tu chala second hand..maine toh baech di..
harman: haha..
harman: chal dude gtg
me: ok petrol bhara lena..
harman: haha bye
and for all the reasons harmu asked me to write a testi for him..which was so original that harmu could'nt accept it , here it is:
a testi 4 harmu.... yes i can write all shit about him as i knw him 4 d past 4 yrs....well i met him 1st time in bathroom kapde dho raha tha..ya he is a good washer...has cute smile..par aisa nahi hain ye..very mean..:) n i really mean it..:) n he just repels girls, i think he uses some deo or smething ki ladkiya bhag jati hain.. haha... ...haan intillegent hain , we call him hasta-khelta intelligent sardar (very rare species), also good at pulling ppls leg (that 2 middle one), overall koi kam ka nahi hain , n he enjoys sardar wale jokes which i sent him..:) nobody else shld dare to do that.. waise its nice 2 have a frnd like harmu..abb kyun? ye toh mujhe bhi nahi pata.. bass likh diya....
We have been great friends n will always be the same..
now after writing all this abt him i may Do Not Exist
the absolute value sign |bd| bcoz with absolute value there are no negatives- absolute value only tells how far away a number is from zero on the number line. like |-7|=7 which shows how a -ve no becomes +ve. thats exactly like bhupinder dhaka..Even if he tells u he has done something totally stupid, he makes you feel like he didn’t really do anything wrong, which is usually a great quality for a friend to have. understand the diplomatic use of the language..
imaginary number: one would not like to have to many friends who do not exist, so i imagine a friend like prabhat bcoz with him i can only imagine, and thts how prabs became imaginary and it is therfore attached with i. and we both know there r plenty of things in this world tht we only imagine..wht say dogi??
Zero: the thing about the number zero is that it can be incredibly sneaky. zero seems all round and
sweet and “oh, nothing,” but really, it can be very powerful. u could have guessed by the use of adjectives abt whome i m talking about....me..
first of all, zero is an identity thief, which means that any number you multiply by it becomes zero
itself. Any number, no matter how huge(dhaka): zero, in one instant.
second, if zero is the exponent to any number,then that number is immediately reduced to one. tht what happens with avinash..
ctrl+a and the whole text is justify n here it is published..
